Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Before i leave for my chalet, i thought I'd just write a little something, and express out my feelings about some people and things..
I figured out that those people who bring you down constantly; who criticise you, is because of the reason that they are suffering from a severe condition of inferiority complex.. So we shall just take it as it is and not dampen our spirits just because of their critics yeah?
And also, as for those who yearn for our attention and yet fear of losing your attention at one point of time or another when they already have got like another source of attentiong..I guess this is pure selfishness.. They are just afraid of losing a source of attention..If you get what i mean..
Another type of charateristic~EGO..As for those who are ultimately egoistic, k..i did a little research on this.. Here it goes:
"Ego is the extra pride which you carry over and above your true status and capabilities. No matter what knowledge and image you have in the society or your material possessions, these things are very temporary. When you gain them you feel alleviated, BUT, when you lose them you feel extremely depressed or down. Your recognition is not because of your inner self but because of you external possessions. You want to be valuable. You want to make others feel that you are very special because of your inner self and not because of extra's, that~you are living in an ego state. One day you will suffer irreparable loss due to continual living in an "Ego State". "
Aint it so true. Its just like the more highly you think of yourself, your hopes and everything, the fall would be greater..
Hmz..for a moment, or rather for a night, im just thinking if i should just scrap such people out of my life. Cuz itz not like they brighten my lives n, definitely NOT that i cant live without them. Hmz..
But therez something that is worth to be joyful over..and that is i got into the branching out option that i wanted! *cheerz*!
Cya!
Gonna have fun now..! (^_*)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 12:03 pm
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
Yesterday was not as boring as the past few weeks of my holidays..hehe..
Not exactly though, guess itz just that i was in a good mood, dont know why..mood swings~maybe? Beats me too..haha
Term's gonna start on the 5th..so soon..and i just cant wait for that! Not that im the study material, i just thought like, itz at least better to be involved in school, so that at least I've got something to do. Apart from the side that i would never fail to remonstrate when term starts..haha..k..i just realised i have been crapping for a whole paragraph.. Do anyone of you even understand what im saying? ;P
Went shopping with my eldest sis and i got a pink 3/4z pants for myself, absolutely gorgeous, boy! It looked very british, so that added bonus to my desire for it! ;) Then her guy drove us to the Baker's Inn at Millenia walk and we had the lovely desserts.. it was AWESOME man! Realised that there are always such impressive cars along that small path between Conrad Hotel and Millenia, like, I saw a yellow Lamborghini and a yellow RX8.. (^_*)
Had then headed home..And on the way back..haha..spotted quite a few number of cars too. metallic blue ferrari, And, of which I have not seen before. This metallic blue LOTUS. yeah...Lovely.
For now, im gotta get ready and be out soon..hehe.. Cya!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 12:38 pm
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Just went to watch this movie, "Undead" with my elder sister..was forced to watch that man..Not really into that sorta movies...but who cares...met wennie there with her guy.. It was kinda ridiculous come to think of it, cuz she was like asking me what show we were gonna watch..so i turned back to my sis and asked her.. I mean, how could i not even know what show we were gonna catch when my sis had already got the tickets in hand. Absurd.
Realised how much i miss her when i saw her. Hmz..Luckily, we had a short chat up and should be meeting up next week or something. ;)
The show was still alright i think..It was Australian based, and it has an alien theme. just that itz so not my type, as im a definite sucker for romance flicks..haha..
Anyway, for now, i just wanna concentrate on chatting with my 'friend/s' on msn..hehe
and at the same time, listen to this guy friend of mine who deejays..k..not exactly that close to be a friend, but we're just chat pals..n yeah..he plays whatever songs that i like..n i listen it online thru the url he gives me.. ;) Sweet guy,.nothing going on though.. not that im hoping for anything alright..
Cya! *mUacKz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:38 pm
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
Just met Irene when i was in town at the library earlier on. Was there as my elder sis wanna find a travel guide to Hong Kong..yeah.. Boy, she was darn funny..haha Just like the old her..how she had never fail to made my giggle and brighten my days in school last time.. The times were just indescribable man.
Had the father's day dinner at the Tung Lok Grp Restaurant. It's the one at Arena Country club..Sounds cool but itz actually quite a normal one.. Just that the a la carte buffet was too great to be true man! Did just i mention fantabulous? ;)
hehe..just so excited that im gonna fully enjoy my holidays for the next two weeks as I think i really deserve the two weeks break. hehe! Im just gonna seriously reply to people who email me(though i've never done a great job at that ever n even get back to them only like a week later..), call my friends out, try baking some stuffs..think itz been quite a while since i baked some shortbread or cookies..n just some other serious stuffs that i've not tried before...which is, if mentioned, there would be such an endless list alright..
For now, Im going off..but i promise i'll blog soon yeah? ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 7:37 pm
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
Well, just got back from work and i decided to hog on to the pc..
TOday is my last day at work. Finally man! ;) Dont know why, but i feel like after working there, i have kinda changed and learnt to view things and people around me from a different angle.. Like, for example, the people from China, or rather the tourists, i used to think that all of them have really bad sense of dressing, ill-mannered and what not..GALz...u know me right.. ;) but itz like my perception has changed in such a way that itz not fair to view people of a different nationality in such a way.
Yez..although there might be some that fit into my past perception, i think we just shouldn't judge people in that way, dont you think so? Oh yeah..talking about china people, there was once, think a few weeks ago, was on the train and at the door, there was this China girl who wore this really low-cut yellow top, which revealed her barely-there boobs..k..(i know im not that perfect either..im just making a description of her k..) n the thing is that her right boob was revealed..not exactly seen.. but her areola could be seen I tell u!! n the worse thing is that she made use of her long hair to just cover her areola..Goodness..
Yez..I know what you guys must be thinking..Im open minded about that..Though that is fine, but you should be aware of the environment and suit into it and not having it to fit into u..if anyone of u ever get what i mean..Another point is that i feel that there aint a need to go around showing your boobs..right? Though guys would definitely love that.. HaHa! *w|nKz*
Oh yeah, and having to work at the information counter, i have come across all sorts of people, be it nationality, character, skin colour or what not..Some are really nice and others are really nasty.. But therez nothing that i can do about it as, in that position, you just gota smile as much as possible, whether you like it or not..though im the type who LOVES smiling..hehe
For now, i gotta reply to my mails and get dressed up for dinner later..and going out later for an early father's day celebration dinner at some restaurants..hehe..And if you didnt know, itz Father's Day tmr..so do remember to whip up something for your dads or what yeah?
And lastly, Happy Father's Day to all!! (^_*)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 4:46 pm
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
Have been rather busy these few days..
As i had to entertain my family guests, or rather should i say my parents long time friends..the friendship connection is rather complicating..so im not gonna go into it
k.. ;)It was basically the grandfather(my parents' friend) and a 12 year old boy whom i had to entertain.. Brought them around town on the first day, and we went for movie on the second day. Cuz the kid was wanting to watch "The Best bet"..Hmz..I must say im still quite alright with the movie, but just dont really like the idea of having more of the hokkien dialect than mandarin~though i would prefer neither.. English would be the ultimate choice, ALWAYS! ;) And on the last day, i brought the boy to Queensway SC to get his basketball shoes.. This "Jordan A" brand.. k..look..im sorry if i got that right..cuz i know nuts about basketball..so pardon me yeah? (^_*) and in the evenings im not the entertainer.. thank god ..cuz i've been working..
yeah..things at the counter are still going on..if u get what i mean..hehe, but otherwise nothing much though..
WEnt for Coffee Bean at Boat Quay last night with Ru Ting after work..as we were both bored(partly..)..Hmz..im really glad to know that things are much better for her after surfing her blog..
When advising her on certain issues, i could sense that she had some internal dilemmas which i decline to say right here..We both agreed that we are somehow similar..I think she is a tad bit of a replica of the past ME.
Hmz...father's day is next sunday, and my eldest sis was asking my dad where he wanna have dinner so that she could book the seats..Hmmz..
Kinda excited in getting my new samsung mobile..yez..i know itz nothing great to change a new mobile..but itz just that i dislike my present mobile which gives me like heapz & heapz of problems man..Dad had signed up a corporate plan with starhub for me..have got the new sim card, but would only officially start using it when i get the mobile, hopefully by this week..
Well, much said, for now, im gonna shower now and yeah...blog when i feel like it k..hehe *mUaCkZ*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:48 pm
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Yez..im back to blog again.
Well, it was really a weird evening that i had yesterday man..shall talk about that in the later part..
Back track..~Had went for my cousin's wedding on Sunday. Had my red wine..hehe Cabernet Savignon.. Dont know about the vintage though..cuz im not an expert yet..hehee The wedding was pretty alright.
k..now back to what happened yesterday..k..itz like im right now working at a info counter..im not gonna reveal where about i am..for my safety reasons..haha Itz like i received this call at the counter. Okie..the call turned out to be this guy, one of the promoters on my right side who is in charge of the sports equipments..he was asking if we could be friends or something..I didnt know how to answer..So i was like "er..er.. okie.." He kept asking me questions..and even asked if i wanna have supper after work and he could send me back on his bike.. then thanked god our conversation ended fast. Thanks to this casucasian guy who was asking for direction.
After that, received yet another call from this guy on level 2..He was like asking how he could address me, said that i looked very nice in that top and asked if i was from SP..added that he has seen me quite a couple of times in campus and other places. I was totally stunned at that moment. He said he sincerely wanna be my friend..saying that i reminds him of this taiwanese friend of his. I was like thinking in my mind "this guy really flatters me man.. cuz i know taiwanese gals have this typical gal-next-door type of look."
But one thing i can tell is that this guy is really sincerely seeking for a pure friendship..Cuz he assured me like "dont worry..i just wanna stick by the friendship line.." My guess is that hez around our lecturer's age. Cuz he mentioned one of the lecturer's name. Hmz..Then itz like halfway through our conversation, he came out of his shop and waved to me from the second level..so as to show that hez really in the building..yeah..
anyway..its just so weird u see..yeah..for now, i gota go..i've got somethign on..hhee cya!
i found this quote quite meaningful, so i just thought i'd just share it with u, itz more like something to think about:"Why should the shadows of our past dominate our lives, when it's the future and how we approach it, that matters?"...Cya!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:43 am
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Sunday, June 06, 2004
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 5:47 pm
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