Saturday, July 31, 2004
Itz raining now..Nice weather to sleep and snuggle up in bed..
There's this guy who just told me a little about his past the other day when i did not even ask him about it..Its kinda weird..how someone whom u just gotta know would actually be willing to share his/her past with you..Aint it?
Time seems to be passing real fast..but my two years still never seem to come..k..or rather 4 years.. my plan~obviously not something bad..Im waiting and waiting..
Hmz...my elder sis has left for Malacca earlier this morning with her Uni friends... while my eldest one just got back from Krabi(somewhere in Thailand~if im not wrong) yesterday...When will it be my turn man..Guess that would be two year...BUt then again.. the 2 years never seems to come when i jsut have so so many things that i wanna do..Itz kinda frusrating.
My schedule's like so damn packed this week, or rather the next few weeks..thanks to the many assignments and what not! Would be meeting Lincoln, Terence, and Ru Ting later at StarBuck's in town to do our DEUI assignment. The access point there had better work man!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:48 am
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Things seem to be going quite well..k..i must say acceptably smooth..
Dont you find that when your social life doesnt work out that well, your love life goes really well? Love life, as in, whether be it in the process or what? Hmz..
And when your love life doesn't work out the way you want it to, your relationship with your family and friends are especially good?
School..
Town.
And the worst thing was i met people in town. People whom i yearn to meet and people whom i dont really wanna meet that much at all..
Met Shawn. And Nelson~Goodness.. Utterly disgraceful!
Now i think i get what Irene meant when she mentioned about having to meet him around in her NP campus..haha..
Here's something for you to remember, I just learnt it in a communications class yesterday.. Here it goes: When you're in deep shit, just shut up! ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:54 pm
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Monday, July 26, 2004
Hmz... weekends was quite alright. Bought a pair of footwear and a top for myself.
School today..after all..my new class, or rather should i say, new friends are not as anti-social as they seem to be after all..
Realised that i've been quite indolent to blog these days..perhaps, im lacking the drive to do so anyway..
Itz really fast, term just started like 2 or 3 weeks ago, and before we know it, next week is the deadline of one of the given assignments.
I miss people...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:11 pm
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Friday, July 23, 2004
Watched Mean Girls with Yong Chiang and Ru TIng. Lovely one out there!
And, Yong Chiang, Thanks for the drink! Itz really sweet of you! ;)
Making this short..cuz im kinda affected by people around me..i mean..k..close friends..
I dont know exactly how i should put it..i mean, have you ever treated your close friends with respect, expecting them to do the same way as you do, but they NEVER, ever?
Give in, and some close ones just seemingly tend to 'push' into you even further..u get what i mean? Nevermind..dont think anyone of u get what i mean..
Im disappointed....
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:34 pm
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Am still sick now..Damn fever. In fact, worse than this morning.
Parents and elder sister got back about 2 hours ago..N my parents were like "What happened to you man? Once we are nto here, you fall sick.." Gosh..spare me that man..spare my ears.. Told them itz not the typical fever but a sorta 'bacteria' fever..probably caused by the food my eldest sis, her boyfriend and i ate at this Laguna Food Village place..Not sure if i got the name correct, in East Coast area, itz this place that is really similar to Fishing village..
For now, i just hope to rest..and hopefully i can get to school tomorrow..though i did even i wasnt that well today..Hmz..
Cya!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:01 pm
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
School. For a while., Felt uncomfortable.
Went town.
Home.
Took my temperature. Was 37.7 before i slept.
Woke up. Drank Water. and it was 38.4. Goodness.
I hate it.
Fever and the feeling of wanting to vomit..sorry im kinda gross here but i really dont feel well..Hmz..
Dont know why. But it seems to me that whenever i sleep on my elder sis's bed, i would get sick the next day. Or probably itz because my eldest sis had food poisoning and fever yesterday and now itz my turn?!
Parents and elder sis are coming back from their trip tomorrow. Come to think about it, time really passes fast without you even knowing it..
oh my stars..think im having so many problems with my health.. Fever, Gastric and what not! arghz! And i gota wait until 8 something to 9 when my eldest sis knocks off from work to have dinner.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 6:34 pm
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Haha..Freedom and more freedom until Wed..hehee
But whatever it is, i havent been up to any mischief alright..Still a homely gal.. ;)
Letz c..
Friday
School.
Dinner at Breeks..Great food man.. Hung around town..
Saturday
~Out with my sis.
~Bought this frilly lacey top from BYSI which i really like..Think I got it for some other purpose and not just for casual wear..if anyone of you get what i mean..hee
~Dinner at this Swiss restaurant.(the only one in SG) The food was really expensive but really nice..Like 200 plus for the 3 of us man. ~Quite worth it.. haha..cost was on my sister's boyfriend.. for an early birthday celebration for her..
-Cheese Fondue(Plate of mushroom to be dipped in a hot steamboat pot of cheese, plus a tad bit of wine) and many more..
For today..or rather morning until now..i have not eaten anything..except a glass of soy protein..Hmz.. having gastric problems again.. *sigh*
Going out for dinner at 7 though..hmz... *pain* Save me! Save me!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 4:01 pm
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Friday, July 16, 2004
Hmz..parents and elder sister just left for their Hong Kong trip at 5 something in the morning.. Sounds cool huh! Seems like im gonna have a superb weekend..hehe.. *eVi Totz*
Hehe...school's gonna end in less than an hour..shall update u later yeah..gona help Lincoln with his taggy.. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 4:03 pm
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Had decided to change the song in the background..as i think itz rather nice..and i think itz Terence's fave right? Gota thank me for that! haha!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:33 pm
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Normal day today. Lectures. Practicals. k..without the 's'.
Then headed somewhere in a group..which i dont wanna reveal it here.. Went there with Ru Ting, Yong Chiang, Terence, Lincoln. We had, tried in vain to swoosh Fred off man.. GooDnezz~!! Cant he even sense that? Guess hez just an insensitive one man.. I know im mean..but itz not just me..itz quite a few of us who are against him alright...hehe
And then after that, we got to town..and blah blah blah..haha..Met Li Juan, this friend of mine..whom i used to sit beside in CJ last time..We are still keeping in contact and pretty close friends. She is one of those close friends whom I know, like even if we havent been keeping in contact, whether SmS-es, calls or what, our friendship is still as strong as ever.. K...does anyone of you even get what i mean? Anyone of u have such friendships? Hmz..
Anyway..had walked around town till early evening..and went to meet my parents and elder sis for dinner..Nothing much though..
Just that on my way back, i was talking to my sis about something..i forgot what we chat about..and she dissed me..or rather kinda pissed me off..in a joking manner..k..think Im contradicting here..I didnt mean pissed me off, but as in she kinda, on purpose agitated me.. i realised that she always laughs to herself..Itz like she always find joy in making me agitated. Cuz she feels that i look really cutely comical when im pissed off..and im like ?!!!..okie..wadeva..kinda thing.. K..haha..think none of u understand what i mean ..
Oh yeah..was actually thinking of putting on weight..cuz my friends say im skinny..K...actually they weren't my biggest influence..But it was just one factor that i had been putting pressure on myself..But come to think of it, itz not worth putting on weight just to get something that i want..hehe NOW...this decision of mine is final! And i mean it! Cheerz to me!
but anyway.. Life is good.. Aint it?
Looking forward to Friday..k..AND Saturday..hehe..K..the weekends or rather..Im still a homely gal!! hehe...Dont anyone of u dare laugh or *cough* k?!! *w|nKz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:01 pm
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Sunday, July 11, 2004
Just had buffet dinner earlier on at the EllenBorough Market Cafe at Swissotel Merchant Court Hotel. It was for an early celebration for my eldest sis's coming b'day this friday. Hmz..Had yummy cray fish, thicky durian paste, fresh salmon sashimi with wasabi(is that how u spell that anyway..?), and also fresh scallop(with the shell on..(duhz..) Yummilicious... *droo|z*
Had met up with Li Juan on Friday evening after school. We really caught up with one another..then had thought about what could have happened if i had stayed on in CJ till now..
For now, im just gonna get to bed early to start a nice week ahead. Though I actually have more issues that i wanna touch on..
So..yeah..I hope u have a great week ahead!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:30 pm
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
I
sick &
tired of
NATOs(No-Action-Talk-Only-es).
Dont you find such such people repulsive? Like they are just out to ruin your life and everything? That is..if you even get what i mean?
Just dont understand why and how these people can actually just say things which they think they can act out..but at the end of the day, they DONT even do it.. What NATOs they are!
Have you ever waited and waited for such people to carry out their actions? And the moment is never gonna come?
I think i did..and have been..waiting. The wait seems to last forever..
I looked on the bright side, hoping that such people can change and carry out their words. But they DONT. How
disappointing.
Just dont practise what they preach! How perturbed I am with such people!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:42 pm
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Practical.
Lectures.
Windstruck.
Teared.
Dinner.
Home.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:26 pm
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Monday, July 05, 2004
Term just started today. Im glad. Cuz it keeps me occupied.
As we know, itz a totally new class..n of course, new faces.
The thing is that more than 1/2 the strength of the people in class were previously from the same class the previous sem.. So we are somehow considered as the 'minority'..K this is my thinking at least..But i know itz absurd..
Thought that the people were all quite anti-social at first..but i guess it turned out quite fine when we had our tutorial later in the afternoon..
Went to meet up with my CJ mates~Angeline, Karris & Ben..Hmz..I miss them man! We got to catch up with each other.. I had gotten to know the latest happenings, like who's out of school, who's still the same and what not. I had felt the warmth that i haven't had for a long long time since the last time we met up. I really miss them.
WE then bade goodbye at the orchard station with our usual practice of a warm
hug.. Can't wait for the 31st of December, when we will meet up again and have much much more fun! hehe!
Come to think of it,
time passes really fast. 1 year has passed since i got to know my present group of friends.
And thinking about next week, it would be so pathetic for me..cuz i would be so ALONE at home..not exactly..but itz like my elder sis and parents would be going Hong Kong for a vacation..and would only return on the coming wednesday night. Though my eldest sis would be 'kinda' at home, she would be like going to work in the morning and return home only late at night.. So, if anyone of you know that you have an available slot at night, do drop me a call yeah? Hmz..Come to worse..i would just meet up with some people.. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:14 pm
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Sunday, July 04, 2004
Terence~yez. we're definitely somehow similar! i gota agree with ya! What you blogged about is so true! By the way, im into that song too! Itz First love by this Utada Hikaru person right? I dl it the other time!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 12:04 pm
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Had went on a shopping spree with my eldest sis yesterday..From town to Suntec..Got myself quite a few tank tops..and spoilt myself with some nice lingeries..Hehe!
Had nice desserts at the basement of Raffles City..This place called 'Out of the Pan'..The Fresh Berries waffle was heaven alright. Boy, the crispiness was more than satisfacion! Then met up with Ru TIng in town to have dinner. We had Billy Bombers, this place at heerens which was formally nuddle bar.Was quite alright. Very american.. Yummylicious!
Had then rushed to the airport to send Zhao Hong off, this friend of my elder sis.. Left for his pilot training in France. Cool...of course, he left with his 3 other pilot friends..They are qutie nice and warm people.. ;)
On the way back from the airport, I was reminded of the bittersweet reminisces..
Hmz..Mun Yee caught my 'cover' in wanting to have flings..Well.. Sometimes, its like you are just caught in a serious internal dilemma..and you just have no idea how or rather where you should start clearing up the mess from..
Love is love. I remember my Literature teacher once said, "Love is love, You just know it when its love. The feeling is just different from a normal crush or liking."
I DECIDED..I shall REVEAL a little mistake that i somehow regret(definitely) when i turn 20 in 2006..No Whys..Just Thought i would REVEAL it..
But whatever it is, I shall stick to my life of flings and FUN!
I BELIEVE that God always has better plans for us..
So bear in mind, whenever you fail in something, just believe in god yeah? Do not be afraid to look forward. And NEVER EVER Look back. Cuz therez no way you can turn back the clock and have things the way you want/ed it to be.. If you get what i mean..
And lastly, for those who has the STRONG belief that PERFECTION exists, all i would have to say is that "GOOD LUCk to you!" This particular person that i know, he talks about the perfect girl and everything, and go for just the looks. I guess just living in his dreamworld.. K..now all of you know that who exactly im referring to right? ;)
And if, you're reading this~JUST TOO BAD! NEVER ever UNDERestimate my ability! So good luck with your GAl! I sincerely mean it!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:35 am
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Saturday, July 03, 2004
But then again, before i go, i think i might add him back again...Hmz...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:50 am
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Guess my sister is right after all..but who cares.. My emotional side tells me something but my logical side means to tell me something else..Life is too complicated at this point.. Just give me time alright.. As for him, i think it would be fine if we remain as chat mates or something..Oh yeah..and i just wanna thank all of you, for always being there no matter what time of the day! Be it at night or what..I love you! Thank god for bringing you guys into my life. All of you are the greatest thing that ever happened to me! ;)
DETERMINED..I would just remain single all my life..And have
flings!! Think of it, Being single just means that you are free to shag around and have flings! haha! How cool is that huh! Especially when you have the intentions of living in a western country rather than asian countries.. Don't you tink so? hehe K..i just know at least Terence would agree with me! I mean he shares the same thinking as me, am i right? hehe
Life is carefree and everything!
For now, i gota go n get ready to do some shopping later.. And at night, i gota send a friend off at the airport, k..more like my elder sister's friend..But we can be considered as friends too. No explanation given..Im too lazy to just do that. so pardon me..hehe This time, hez leaving for France for his pilot training.. How nice!
kk..im being rushed! ALright! Njoy ur wkend!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:17 am
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Friday, July 02, 2004
I guess, sometimes, there is a certain point in time of our lives, whether we like it or not, we just gotta move on..I repeat~whether we like it or not..
Yez..I might have deleted that someone out of my msn list, but in my heart, i know that i've been
missing him all day long.. and of course the fact that hez been on my mind..but i definitely know that the feelings arent mutual..
What would you do if you longed for someone so much but they would never be there for you?
What if you never ever get to see someone whom you feel strongly for? Be it for days? Weeks? Months? Or even years?
I
miss u....................n i long to see you but i know that, that moment will never arrive...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:10 pm
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
haha...Just got back from the chalet earlier on in the afternoon..Heapz & heapz of fun man! ;)
Had just proven Terence wrong. haha! I DELETED my contact okie!!! Two clicks and "it" was gone..hehe Told ya i could do it! I definitely dont think i have done what i have done just to prove Terence wrong, it was also to prove myself n that one person wrong.. and the fact that my life would be much better without him!
I know some of you must be thinking, Hmz..this gal have finally come to her senses knowing what's best for her now... hehe..But i guess that's life, as you grow up, you get to come across all sorts of people, how real or 'fake' they are.. Or even how some guys are just out to have FUN(u get what im saying?) and will never be serious in their lives.. Dont you agree?
I think in life, we just gotta "open our eyes wide" and be aware of who are really good and bad to us.. Right?
Well, for now, i just wanna enjoy and have heaps of fun for the very last few days of my holidays before i start the new term and a very "new" start of my life...next Mon...Hmz... come to think of it, after about one week of the start of my term, i would b left all alone, having my elder sis n parents to leave for Hong Kong, leaving me only with my eldest sis who comes back only really late at night from work.. *sigh* So mean of them! hmz..but nevermind, im not very keen on a trip to Hong kong..
Just looking forward to 2 years later..as my plans will be carried out by then..which makes me ultimately excited man.. even the slightest thought of it.. (^_*) Yez..i know I have been saying that like so many times right..but im so seriously excited..so bear with me yeah? ;) Come to think of it, itz not exactly 2 years later..that would be in march 2006..so that's less than 2 years right? hehe..
Hmmz..would blog again k.. Cya! I love all of u! *mUaCkZ*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:19 pm
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