Thursday, December 30, 2004
Im pinning for you..yet i know itz impossible to be with you..cuz u're so busy with your life... *sigh*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:43 pm
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Well..im finally back to blog..hehe
Have been rather "busy" these days, if you guys actually know what i meant and what i had been up to.. *winkz*
I really enjoy my present life.. and havin my time well spent after school..Itz just really cool and nice having to be with the one you feel for..u get what im saying? Hmz...oh well.. ;)
And...although I very well know the fact that this is gonna be a temporary situation, Im just gonna not care about other factors or consequences for this. Cuz itz not the amount of time being spent, to me, itz the quality of the time and who you spent your precious time with that is important. Dont you think so? hehe
And..one more thing..my dear gal~im always here for you if you need me yeah? Be strong, u deserve someone better..love ya!
Missing him right now..hmz.....
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:14 pm
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
My Xmaz and its eve was quite well spent. My only wish this Xmaz came true..but i just did not get to have it physically.. Received a surprise call from someone..which made me got all hypered up.. *winkz*
well..I love yesterday especially. Went to a friend's place and had fun ;) , and whose name i decline to reveal, in case of people accusing me of being bias later when i reveal the happenings. => Headed town together and had met up with my eldest sis and her man.
Her man drove us to have dinner..was really nice...hmz...as in, the 4 of us, being together..going out kinda thing..
Had then headed to Fullerton for its Chocolate buffet..yummilicious alright.. Sinful indulgence~I must say..
I simply love the endless cups of Tiramisu that I've had. and the plentiful chocolate fondue..woah..hehe.. Do go there to have the buffet one day yeah? ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:36 am
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Was just reading this late lady, by the name of Grace..hmz..shez a really really strong lady..Having to live life to the fullest despite her tumour..
and i read one of the comments..which is so meaningful..I thought I'd share it with you..here it goes..
"The start of life is the start of death. Everyone will leave one day. Partings are temporary as everyone will meet somewhere some place again. And I believe in that."
Me too..I sooo believe in that too..hmz...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:17 pm
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Monday, December 20, 2004
well..I had a bad start of the day today..Thanks to my sis..Shall not elaborate on that..
But had a pretty nice time earlier on, finally having my brows done and getting a FCUK top..
My main point is that while I was ..okie..shall tell u about it anyway, while I was changing in the room, she just pushed open the door(how impudent can she get!)..and THATS THAT!! She saw my tattoo(n immediately told my mum) which is placed geographically on my lower back, along my waistline..*sigh* but oh well..I know it's like things will be revealed one day..But in my case, I feel that my "one day" is too fast k..Itz like what? Barely a week? n they know about it. Thank God my mum's not gonna tell my dad.. She just wants me to promise her not to do it again~Which i definitely would not..
Cuz, frankly speaking, I did this tattoo cuz i had always wanted a tattoo, and just the other day, I happened to chance upon this really nice ladybug..So yeah..there I went..making an appointment..N tada~It was there.~For life.
I just left for school in a hurry, that explains why my mum didnt have the chance to give me an hour's of lecture..but she did lecture(to be exact~It was about an hour n a half's of non-stop lecture by the way..) me the moment i got home till now..Lets see throughout the events that happened man..when i changed out of my clothes, when I was showering, when i was having dinner, when i was reading the newspaper..and hell ..I know I deserve this..but well..itz just too soon, and im just not emotionally prepared, which is making me feel really guilty, cuz itz not only my mum that i know I've disappointed, but also, someone who's really important...hmz... Im truly sorry, especially to both my mum and this special person..You know who you are..
And I must say my mum really knows me inside out. She was like.."You can do a tattoo now..Then what's next? Boob job?" *sigh* I really had nothing to say..cuz that's really my thought..So I just kept quiet all the way throughout the past one and a half hour's of non-stop lecture. And yes..although all I was just hoping for the "lecture" to end, something that she had said about enhancements really struck something into me..And that was that some men are just meant to be scumbags all their life, looking for women who are well-endowed..and yes..even if they are happily married with gorgeous, well-endowed ladies, they are still not satisfied, they still lookout and go for more ladies of similar characteristics. I think I got her point in her lines, and that is, "To be satisfied with yourself and don't play god." and also, "If it's meant to be yours, it will be yours even if you try to reject it and vice versa."
Well..I will do serious self-reflection later before I sleep..though I do it every night..but tonight would be a very serious session..And I mean it.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:38 pm
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
Had a rather fulfilling day yesterday. Had a busy morning doing grocery shopping for today's dinner with my eldest sis as my mum's not in town.. Headed town for lunch and to shop, with Ting joining us at lunch.
-3 of us walked around for clothes..
-went off after that.
-went back to the old school..was invited back for some events for my previous CCA back there..
-headed town after that.
-Dinner with Ting.
-did XMaz shopping..yeah
we were like dead shagged after that..or was it just me? haha..well..whatever!
anyway..gonna have a shower and get ready to be in town again. with my second sis this time round.. ciaoz! ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:36 am
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Friday, December 17, 2004
Feeling really really down right now...dont know what i should do...Thought life is good..
But history is repeating again..............................................
Im broken-down...with endless tears flowing.............. *sigh*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:16 pm
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Im feeling really really fantabulous right now..had my *T* done earlier on after school..was thinking about it way before school ended today..haha! Though it's all over now..well..i think im kinda like still thinking about the session that i had.. Call me a saddist or what..but well..although i had felt the sensation there..but well..i enjoyed having it done by the person..as in, i think it is still the person who's doing it for you that matters..and how much confidence you have in him or her..Dont you think so? hmz.. hehe.. kinda lusting...
Hmz..really k..i really so happy..its a feeling just cannot be expressed with words alright..Though it might be nothign to some of you, but itz considered some sort of an achievement for me k.. im proud of myself for braving through that.. ;) alright..i better not say anymore so as not to make me sound like an arrogant biatch.. *laughz*
Anyway..This thing that I've had it done is one of the many items in my life list..Hmz.. Oh yeah..did i tell ya that I've got a fantasy list as well? haha..well..In case you didn't know what a fantasy list is, it is something like that of a to-do list if your wildest dreams could come true..yeah..I have a whole long fantasy list man.. ;) pretty cool..
And for now..i think im kinda like really drained out by it..and i really need to sleep early..yeah..hehe.. and by the way..its still hurting there man..whenever i stretch or what..hmz..
Thanks Jaciel, Ru Ting, Yong Chiang, Mun Yee, Rosalind! Love ya heapz!
Filled with *
LUST*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:56 pm
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
hehe..I just got home..not long..My day had been a fantabulous one..with school in the day, and went town with Ting, Jaciel, Chiang, n finally after that with my biatch sista! ;)
I was like discussing about tattoos with Jaciel and she was like tellign me she has this male friend at this tattoo shop, and so we checked that out..cuz im really keen in getting one..to be placed above my lower back, which is the waistline area..just above the jeans at the back..yeah..if u ever know where exactly i meant..so yeah..itz kinda fixed...Im sooooo gonna have an exciting day tomorrow, especially after school!!! Man...im soo lookin' forward to that.. ;)
we had gelare after that..and well received a call from my sis..haha
then she came to pick me up from Far East..The feelign was quite nice..
k..shall summarized the happeningz..cuz im feeling really shagged..
-Holland V for dinner with mum
-picked dad up from his work place at raffles place..
-went airport to pick my eldest one up from her trip(Man...i really missed those moments..oh well.. they'll just be the happiest momentz..)
-ccame home..yeah
thatz all basically..but i really love my day..Though it might be nothign much to some of you..but well.
and i CANT wait for 4.30pm to be here!!!!hehe....
KK..i shall just stop here n have my shower n turn in..cya!!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:24 pm
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
I love you.....whoever im chatting with right now..u should know who you are...hmz.. *winkz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 12:36 am
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Saturday, December 11, 2004
Im back at work right now.. *bored*, down but happy(alright..i know there's literal irony right here..what with down n happy together) at the same time..I can explain that..down as in this is my last day at work here..n yeah...the usual me..cant bear to leave the bunch of wonderful people who had brought endless joy into my life.. ;)
As for me feeling ecstatic, well..itz cuz of me getting to know that my car model is out in stores..n yeah..though it might be nothing to others, it's definitely something to me..Frankly speaking, I couldnt get to sleep because of that, and i ended up tossing and turning and managed to sleep only at the very last one hour, which was like from 6 to 7..and though my eyes are really pain, but it's worth it anyway.. yes..i know some of u must be like thinking like one mad one out there..but well...itz just me.. :)
I went on thinking, and thinking, thinking about whether i should get the full scale car model costing 126++ bucks or the 1:43 scale costing like a 60++ bucks..hmz...on top of that, i hope that they would have the steel colour that I love to bits, and also hoping that they would have the MR version instead of the normal EVO VIII version..cuz the one we saw yesterday was the normal version..but i think they've got my MR version..so no worries about that i guess, mate! haha..
alright..i really wanna concentrate on my work, and nevertheless, i would be thinking about my car model.. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:33 am
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Hehe..im really really happy..from like what? Juz now until like now...yeah..
Cuz itz like was walking past this hobby shop around Wisma and i noticed that my fave model of EVO VIII is finally out...oh boy..that's like so long..but i understand that its a norm..as in, it will take quite some time for the die-cast metal car model to be out in the market after the physical-on-the road version comes out..yeah..if u get what i mean anyway..
K...prior to that, i managed to get this plain, dull pink jacket from Topshop.. Man...its l-o-v-e-l-y..And the thing is, I really love it to bits..
Haha..just realised that I've been splurging ever since the break is here.. Though i feel guilty about that..but who cares?! as long as i feel good and im happy with my life! ;) I guess that's how life should be..that's for me at least.. :)
Well..anyway..im like feeling like totally shagged right now..oh yeah..talking about shags...my colleague, although shez a divorcee, i look up to her.. n i love how she handles her life..shez the kinda lady whereby ladies would wanna hang out with her, and men would find her irresistible...n we were discussing about shags.. and she was like telling me how good her recent shag was.. *winkz* haha..well..
enough of shagz..anyway.. gota get to work in like a few hours time..so ciaoz!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 12:32 am
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Thursday, December 09, 2004
At work once again.. *bored* but fun.. this man just kinda flirted with me and even gave a wink..haha..so i just went along and flirted~without a wink..haha..aint i evil...
well..anyway, the start of my day was rather interesting(alright..to me at least..hehe)..cuz i had a D-I-Y hair dye session..itz like the moment i woke up, that was the first thing on my mind..haha!! i like the colour..itz a blend of red and copper..so..yeah..under certain lights, my hair would appear redder while under other lights, it would appear as copper..which i think is quite cool~the idea..oh well~
Went shopping again just before i came to work and got myself a plain black Zara top..gorgeous one out there! ;) Zara, zara and more ZARA!!! hehe
Anwyay, I really love my life..*w|nkz* But at the same time, i cant wait for school to start too..to get over and done with for my education, and higher, and my WORKING LIFE!!! haha!! Money is all that's on my mind right now..Nothing else... ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 5:17 pm
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Just thought of blogging.. hehe
My colleague just drove me home earlier on after work..Hmz..quite nice..
Hmz..Im supposed to be at CHinablack right now..but im like what? at home?? cannot make it man.. *sigh*
was having a little gastric problems earlier on..so yeah..my mum knew about it, and so did my dad..yeah..so that kinda made me not able to make it out tonight. *cursez*
Anyway..exciting activities coming right up tomorrow..Not exactly exciting..Just that I choose my day to be an exciting one n so it shall BE!! ;)
Luv all of ya heapz! *winkz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:15 pm
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
My day had been great.. ;) Went to the usual Kimage for a haircut..yes..i know i just went recently to change my hairstyle..and i actually went back again..well..i just thought i'd trim my hair before the term starts..
Right now, chatting with this english male friend of mine..hez cool..
Oh yeah..i just signed up for a voluntary group yesterday..Really sorted mout my thinking..that I should be living my life to the fullest~do the things that I have always wanted to, and achieve whatever I can, or ger whatever certs that i can..Seriously, Life is too short for grievances and down moments.
Sometimes, I feel that working really exposes(or should it be without the 'es'? hmz..should b with the 'es' though..whatever..) you to heaps and heaps of things, situations, people from all walks of life(literally in that sense)..
K..i know after telling you about that piece of news about me, most of you must be kinda stunned right..well.. I guess I've been exploring myself, as in, getting to know myself better, so as to know what i really want..and eventually achieve them..
Im guess im just someone who does a whole lot of self-reflections every day and night..
Welll..k..back to what i got pampered myself with today..itz my off day today..so yeah..got myself a purple ZARA top, though my sis has a similar black one, but who cares? hehe..think i have a whole long list of what im gona get..
Oh yeah..i helped my platonic friend with his blog..he was really happy.. hhee..im so glad..
oh mine...this male friend..he just asked me out for dinner and a movie..itz kinda freaky..just got to know him at work..hmz..
well..anyway..i shall go n have my night's rest..talk to ya again! ;)
*muackz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:31 pm
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Monday, December 06, 2004
Im at work right now..taking some time off to blog..
My colleague had just shared something with me this morning..it was really shocking.. And yes..I meant REAL shocking..and it really makes me think and think about the little things in life..
She was like telling me that on saturday night, she was just talking to this older male friend of hers at about nine something..And after that, like about 2 hours later, she received a call saying that he had passed away..I mean, Life is just so unpredictable alright..As i've always said..n some of you might know..This is such a real life example that I've been quoting.n itz actually happening..oh my.. Itz like i've been telling friends around me like saying "you never know whatz gonna happen to you..I might be talking to you at this very moment n i might just pass away the next.." Man..itz just so true..n itz really very sad..after she told me about it, my eyes were like really watery..although it doesnt concern me a tad bit..but well..i just felt sad about it..
Something struck me..Life is just too short for us to grieve on unhappy moments and people who are not worth your time.. Seriously...I think this is a wake up call for me or anyone of you(no offence though..) out there who actually get what i've been trying to say....well...back to work right now..
Luv ya! ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 3:33 pm
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
Im back to blog..juz thought of bloggin' right now..cuz i feel really good about myself..hehe.. as in self-sufficient... u get what im saying? *winkz* well..
nothing much has been up with me..just that i had a long day at work..and yeah..got to know this man(yes...a man.. haha), k..not as in got to know..as in i got to know him better..he found out more about me and i found out more about him...He's such an expert in the techy(as in technology) stuff..He previously studied at the University of London(okie..im off the track again..)..Man..he knows so much alright..so much more superior than the very last person whom i came across..Now that person, well.. i guess he's nothing at all man..I mean, he actually knows the assembly languages, D-I-Y-ing a PC, troubleshooting, just everything alright..i was like "Man..u're really impressive.."..hhaha..i meant that sincerely k..So he was like saying i can always ask him to teach me if i wanna learn any..nice person..
Yeah..was asking this man if he knows how to trace a user through his IP address..though i know its impossible..but I just thought I'd ask anyway..hehe Then his only question was like whether im willing to take the risk..and he could teach me hacking..cuz he is a certified one..k..i mean apart from the point..i dont wanna do such illegal things..u get me? yeah..so..think im juz gonna scrap the idea off my mind.. cuz itz really not worth the risk and energy anyway..
well..anyway..im gonna just sit back and chill out, and read a book right now..haha..dont ask me what book that is..n yeah..i know u must be thinking ...This is soo not me right..but well..hehe... ;)
Luv all of ya! *muackz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:39 pm
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Thursday, December 02, 2004
well..it's the start of my day..
n im here to remonstrate about this sickening Tuscani driver..this guy..yez probably in his mid 20s, and that kinda typical poseur whereby his windows are wound down, he had been stopping by the road just in front of the carpark entrance for quite some time..
then itz like i gota walk quite a distance to my office..itz like i gota walk from the bus stop, pass by the entrance of the carpark, and walk quite a bit to the exit of the carpark, and finally just a little bit more and there i am..at work.. :)
well..my point is that when i was walking across the typical carpark entrance, he just drove over out of nowhere..then he gave me a s-m-i-l-e..which was kinda weird..
okie..then itz like i just quickly walked off to work..yeah..anyway..heapz of stuffz for me to do..cya!
And btw, itz Jaciel's bday today!! Happy Birthday gal! ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:26 am
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