Saturday, February 26, 2005
Freaking pizzed man..thanks to this really shallow chap.. Okay..i think I should take it easy. Being successful right now does not guarantee that you would be successful for life man.. Wake up your idea alright! Okay..whatever..
Shall talk about the light matters.
went to school to work on the Web Applications assignment with Chiang, and with Tingger coming in later(as usual... ;> ) oh well..had later met up with Mun Yee n JX to work out another assignment of ours.
Left campus at 2 and headed to town for lunch, and finally went to mug at the Coffee Bean near Borders.
Met up with my parents and elder sis for dinner after that.
Got home and I realized I've got a post all the way from UK, which is pretty cool.. itz a card from..Hmz...oh well... *winkz*
Alright..thatz all for now..I gotta see to some matters right now..Cya!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:17 pm
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
oh yeah..another thing..i wanna complain about my elder sis man..
shez gets me on my nerves at times..just like this afternoon..
we were on our way to town, then we met, or rather I met this guy whom I used to be with..so she was like "go over and talk to him, don't be so bad".. I ignored her..Its like the kinda situation whereby you just dont feel that therez anythign to chat with the friend whom u met, and your family member is just like "go over n have a chat" ...hmz..
So gross...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:45 pm
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So angry now!!!!!!
Loudmouth, RUDE, shallow, insensitive, calls me lazy(when i have been doing and am still doing the work) when he doesnt even wanna contribute, what do u even call this sort of people man? Think some of you might be able to figure out who this person is man...Whatever...Im so bloody pissed right now. Pardon me if you think im ridiculously using a terrible language to desrcribe someone like this GUY! He's just really ridiculous. Forever talking so much and not wanting to do anything.
Enough about me complaining..at least I let out some steam of mine.
-Slept at 2+ and woke up at 6+ in the morning
-did ELIT intro
-nap
-woke up, did the editing and additional information
-went town~return a book, accompanied my elder sis to get her clothes, got a mobile
-Home....
My eldest sis gave me her Gucci shades..so happy. oh well..hehe
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:58 pm
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Friday, February 18, 2005
My day had been good.
-School
-Somewhere
-Junction 8
And basically, I enjoyed myself and the company I had.
Hmz...well.....right now, i cant think about anything to blog..im just having a terrible migraine..
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:50 pm
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Oh my..i just realised I was looking back at my past.
I shouldnt have. Life aint about looking at your rear mirror.
Whatever!! Hello?! I must wake up this stupid idea of mine n keep moving forward man..
Im sorry.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:47 pm
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Im confused with life, once again..
People walk in and out of your life.
Person A disappeared on you.
One day, in a flash, you find person A coming back into your life, in your memory, or is it the heart? I dont know myself.
What would you do?
Im really confused. Though this aint the right time to be.
Hmz..everythingz not working well..not even my mobile. I gota stick back to that old Siemens 8008 mobile. *sigh*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:40 pm
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Monday, February 14, 2005
Its Valentine's Day today. And Im staying home. Yes. No mistake. Itz me.. I've just got no dates?! haha... *winkz* nahz..i've still got to clear like a few more papers before i can actually enjoy myself..and focus on my plans for certain changes in life..and anyway, Im no longer interested in anyone, not men, not guys, and not the gals around me..
Oh well..it was my dad's b'day yesterday, and we went to the No SignBoard seafood restaurant at Esplanade. You should go there if you can..serious...I promise good food there man..and after the dinner was us having thick chocolate desserts/drinks at Max Brenner, otherwise known as the Chocolate bar. One fantabulous place for chocolate drinks if you me..Especially if you're a white chocolate lover like myself, you should order their Trinidad White chocolate..Itz really really nice.. We should even go there one day together!!
Anyone???Anyway, i was feeling kinda bad just now...Itz regarding Lincoln..I dont know if i did the right thing or not..But its like Hmz...I dont know..was having a paper earlier on, and Lincoln was sitting beside me, then during the test, he was like "Von, what is a static and a dynamic page?" I did not respond to him.. Cuz itz kinda against my principles..Im someone who would rather fail(If I've really got no choice..) than to cheat and ruin my image and everything..You get what Im saying? I've never cheated in any of my exams before. What do u think? I dont know if i did the right thing though..though my heart tells me im right, but i just cant help feeling guilty at the same time...
Anyway..I gota give my attention back to my notes now..
Lastly, Happy Valentine's Day to all! Smile always. Never, ever fear of whatz to come.. =) Thatz something I learnt.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 5:44 pm
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Firstly, thanks Ros for the encouragement.
Anyway, I have decided to live out of my depression and "start life anew".
I want to get back and reconnect with my original soul. And remove all negative thoughts of mine. i wanna find the original ME.
I figured out that it's pointless to think about things that have happened, when you know you cant do anything to salvage the situation. Absolutely pointless.
It is still better to give your attention to things/people whom you know will have a positive effect on you, and NOT negative.
well..im going town now to do some last minute shopping for the cny.yeah..
thanks to all of you for being here for me all this while.. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 1:05 pm
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Monday, February 07, 2005
I realised I have not smiled or laughed for more than a week, and it is so not me..But I just cant help it.. Im just not happy. There's just no joy in me.
Even if I really do give a smile, its just a on-the-surface kinda thing.
I just want to be happy, lead a simple life, be with my family, with no one hurting me at all, i meant hurting as in, emotionally hurting me.
The only thing that's keeping me going on is my family and close friends. No one else. Really. No one else keeps me going.
Im sorry. But I just cant help feeling so down, having to break down every now and then, and not smiling. I know i must have caused my eldest sister to worry for me, cuz she actually spotted me with my wet eyes this morning..which was bad..
I dont know..for now, I really just wish to be happy..and all i ask for is just a genuine smile out of myself..
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 1:44 am
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
U are so shallow...
Well..Im utterly disappointed in you..You gave me happy moments and now, the bad moments seems to weigh more than the happy ones.
U said you remember whatever I've said to you..But now, you cant even remember this blog's URL of mine..How true your words are..and this shows how much i even meant to you at all.. and if you actually get to read this entry or the past one month's of entry..welll..so be it..but if you suddenly recalled about this URL, which i DOUBT you will..then good for you..but i guess it doesnt matter to you anymore..Cuz im not anyone dear to you,,or rather should I put it this way~I have NEVER been.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:24 pm
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