Thursday, March 31, 2005
Well..I just got back home in a cab earlier on.. then itz like the cabby was like asking if I was local..so i was like "yeah..I am local. Of which nationality do you think I am?" So he was like "oh...you dont look like a singaporean at all, you look like a Japanese." That immediately reminded me of Ronnie, for that was what he said during one of our exchanged conversations. Hmz..oh well..
Oh yeah..the overseas thingy is
OFF yez..officially. No questions asked as I will not answer, thanks to myself.
Oh..one more thing.. We're finally done with all the assignments and interviews + demos..that's an occasion to celebrate and treat myself to some yummy treats or maybe a short shopping spree on Saturday? Or maybe I'll gota have that postpone and make it a double celebration when my finals end on the 15 April, 11.10am..Hmz..shall decide on it tonight.
Oh yes..just to add, tomorrow would be the official last day of the term, or so to speak, the semester..excluding the papers. Next thursday, on the 7th would be my first paper..Oh well..I would probably indulge in MSN for a short while tonight and start my revision tomorrow.
Yeah..i know that I do, indeed dislike being on MSN/online chatting..but I would just indulge in it for a while tonight just to...I duno..maybe just gonna crap around..? I just need some relaxation during my chillout time..yeah..
alright..I would try to be back..if my mood permits me to.. =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 7:17 pm
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Hey...
Im just so nervous about the thought of being interviewed by a group of 6 people from the school of ICT.. Basically, the school in which I'm seeking a diploma from.
K..Firstly, itz like I was called upon for this interview as I actually submitted my application to have my Internship training program(ITP) overseas. Secondly, I applied for program in Hong Kong, as it was the only place with no pre-requisites. I swear! So i thought I'd just give it a shot.
Hmz..itz like oh my..the thought of being interviewed by 2 strangers is already bad enough, let alone 6. It totally freaks me out. Oh..piss off! But the only thing about the interview that is cool with me is that Ronnie is one of the interviewers.. oopz..did i just mention R? Oh well..Hez just a lecturer to me.. No second thoughts.
It would be at 4.10 tomorrow. I dont think I wanna perform well in the interview..cuz i was thinking about the loneliness I would be faced with.. okay.. apart from the fact that Im always that my country is such a boring one..I guess Im just sooo not prepared for this yet.. Hmz..
Really thinking if i should even back out now.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:37 pm
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Monday, March 28, 2005
A friend said that I lost weight. Have I? Hmz..itz most probably because of the stress that I've been under..i dont know..?
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:01 pm
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My day's pretty much alright.
Probably because I had NYDC for lunch.. *yummilicious*
actually come to think of it..my morning didnt seem too good..Thanks to this guy in the group, who's always dragging things, wasting our time, making us wait for his part of the report just so that we could hand it all up as a whole. Now, guys, you prove me wrong again as to how draggy a guy can get! He's sooo much worse than a female. I think he seriously hasnt got a sense of urgency in him! or are all guyz like that? Most probably I guess..
Oh yeah..finally handed up the whole stack of codes and reports for that web applications module.. Ronnie was pretty much nice i guess... *winkz* He kept going "Yvonne, dont worry.." oh..dont get it wrong, hez my lecturer..actually one of my fav lecturers in campus.
Frankly speaking, having to hand that up, was like having a 10kg piece of rock lifted off my shoulders which had been there for the last one month. Haha..pardon my exaggeration. But that's really how I felt and how Im still feeling right now..but anyway, I've gota continue with my e-Commerce assignment.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 4:33 pm
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
I have come to realise that some people can be so scheming.
They treat you nice on the surface, but do stupid things behind your back.
It just doesnt pay to be kind to such people, to even treat them nice.
Some people can just avoid your questions and direct your attention to some other issues.
And one issue that I have been questioning myself is that, after whatever such people had done to me, is it still worth it being by his/her side?
Itz like you tell this person not to do this(otherwise as a result, violations of the rules occurs), but he/she just does certain things behind your back.
For me, Im rather informative-Im not bragging about the resources that I have or what..I just mean to point out how scheming some people can get and how I can actually find out if people are lying to me or not. And when they know they have been found out by otherz, they actually drop the subject matter and divert your attention to something else.
Its really disappointing and frustrating.
I have, thus, decided to just treat my one and only family good. I dont quite believe in friendship anymore. What talk about friendship? Does it still matter? I
DOUBT it. In fact, the word "F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P" is just freaking me out badly. I know not who to trust anymore, apart from my family, of whom I strongly know and believe would always be there no matter what, would never give up on me, would never ever betray me.
It doesnt pay to be nice. Now, that's a lesson learnt for me.
So whatever promises that I made to you, it shall and would, thus, be all
VOID...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:32 pm
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
Went to the NATAS fair earlier on right after breakfast in the morning with my whole family..
We settled for our tickets. mainly my elder sis and I. while my eldest sis would be able to only confirm tomorrow, my mum, her sister and her husband would only get down to the agency for their tickets tomorrow.
This is my first time paying for our own air fare.(alright. Im not trying to brag or what. Im just complaining that it is unfair that i should pay for my own trip!)How that hurts. Fancy having such a huge decrement in my bank statement. *sigh* But I have faith in myself and the trip. We would be heading to Melbourne airport first and then head to Tasmania for a few days and then get back to Melbourne to tour its Victoria market and attractions..
alright..Im really excited.. Had better stop here as Im feeling so hypered up right now.. *winkz*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 3:19 pm
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
Have been rather busy lately..
Had gone to the airport earlier on, with my whole family, to fetch my eldest sis back from Bangkok. Lucky her. Having to be able to go on a holiday at this period in time..
My elder sister and I have been intensely planning on a trip to Tasmania and Melbourne during the upcoming vacation. In fact, we've had been thinking about the trip ever since last Dec.. And the problem right now is that, although the both of us know where exactly we wanna head to, my mum wants to come with us, now..that's okie..the hidden problem is that my her sister, my auntie, wants to tag along, and she cant actually confirm with us..
In the meantime, my eldest sis was like saying if my auntie aint coming with us, only then is she willing to tag along with us.
Right now, my elder one is like sooo wanting to go to the NATAS fair tomorrow as it is the last day, but of course, therez always my mum who's like saying that as long as you've got the bucks, the fare of the flights doesnt really matter, you can book and collect them anytime..well..we're just wanting to help to save the costs.
Hmz...i dont know, the percentage of us heading down to NATAS tomorrow is perhaps like 55%. Come to worst, we would probably get the flights at the usual price.
Soo looking forward to the trip...soooo longing for trips man...
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:37 pm
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
Feeling extremely over the moon right now.. oh well.. ;) *Grinz*
anyway, we just got back from Thai village after having a fantabulous meal over there with my aunties and uncles from my mum's side.
Well..Im too excited for anything to even continue blogging right now..hehe..alright..anyway..haha..
Cya! exclusive *kissez*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:02 pm
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Headed to school and then for an appointment with a specialist..
The outcome aint good. *sigh* I dont wanna be affected by it.. I wished i could just lead a normal, simple and happy life. But now, i cant. I cant help but think about the issue. It's draining me out. Causing me internal dilemmas.
Life is really
full of ups and downs for me~and the worst thing is that i dont know what i can do or rather how I can deal with it.
I just wished everything would be alright and nothing would further go wrong.
Hmz..okie..alright..I shall not dwell on it. I shall look on the brighter side of my life..Say this holidays..Im finally getting out of this country for a short while ever since my last trip to Brisbane..I dont know where yet..
Itz either I would be heading to aust with my elder sis or we would be goin bangkok with my parents..which is pretty cool so long as im out of this country, even for a short while. It's boring me.
I just wanna be out of this place for as long as i can..and be ridden of all the memories that I shared. Both good and bad. life is better off like that.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 1:14 am
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
I just got home. Had a great day though..just turned 19...actually the main age I'm hoping to turn into is just a year away which is 20. Cuz as what Kelvin says, as long as my age contains a "teen" word, Im considered a teen. So, yeah..Im just not gonna bother, and in fact, I would just wait for another year. So be it. Im optimistic about life. =)
Here's how my day went:
-School~to work on the Web applications assignment
-Town~~lunch, movie
-Met up with my family & Kelvin
~Dinner
~Chocolate buffet at Fullerton.
Sinful indeed.
Oh yeah..My family shared to pay for my samsung mobile as a gift plus a red packet from my dad, which was bought about say a week ago..Oh yeah.. before I forget, these are the people i like to thank for the Present or/and the msges that came:
-Mun Yee
-Jaciel
-Ru Ting
-Yong Chiang
-Rosalind
-Jiong Hui
-Jian Sheng
-Jing Xiong
-Aziel
-Ming Tai
-Yvonne
-Adam P.(for the card)--obviously this chap doesnt know about this blog of mine
-Yi An
-Kay Xiong
-Irene
-Carina
-Huiting
-Geryl
-Jit
-Jaron
-Kenrick
...iz there someone whom I've missed out? I hope not though.. Yez...Maybe there is..yeah..there is..Hmz..alright..i missed out on someone. But I appreciate it..U know who you are... =)
*smoochez*
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:06 pm
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
Just realised that it's Jit is a year and a day older than me. How amazing~when questioning his ...Hmz..nevermind..better not be so bitchy anyway. haha..
oh well..i guess Im just really excited about tomorrow..Cuz Hmz..well..My sisters are gona collect the new family 'thing' tomorrow. I know it might not be a big deal to anyone of you..but to me, it's something. It's like a first time thing. Yeah..hmz..
I shall have my revenge soon. Most probably after ITP, which means my final sem. I swear.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:18 pm
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Have been really busy these few weeks...hmz..just got home an hour ago, n i was complaining about gastric, so my parents were like scolding... *sigh* I cant even express my physical pain.. I explained to them telling them that itz not that i wanna skip my meals, itz just that I have no time for major meals.. They just dont get it.. Or am i just stubborn baout taking proper meals?
Anyway, I have decided to really get on with life.
If you're calling me for the sake of calling, I rather not hear you at all. Itz freaking me out how someone can actually change overnight~or a few days. I dont know.
Well..i was thinking since you have said your piece earlier on this afternoon. I shall leave it as that. That everything is over. Whether you like it or not. I dont care
ANYMORE.
This is FOR
GOOD.
Guess after this posting of mine, nothing about you REALLY matter to me anymore, maybe it did in the past.. But NOW ~ it NO longer does matter at all.
Good luck to you. I shall not bother you anymore. =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:20 pm
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