Saturday, January 28, 2006
Decided to switch the site's song back to a pop song by Avril Lavigne, entitled "My Happy Ending".. Yeah..Songz on my blog changes to whatever feelings that I'm experiencing.
Okie. Alright, Im still feeling a lil bitter over him. But it's alright, it's for the best.
I still believe God has better plans for us, always.
Happy New Year in advance! =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 6:37 pm
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Okie.
Officially, closed the case, if you get what I meant.
The stunning thing I did, was to magnanimously give up everything. As in, to let go and even gave my true heartfelt blessings to him and his ex-girlfriend(current girlfriend). =)
Alright, I gotta admit this period of time, I will be kinda emotionally unstable. But, I believe time will find my usual self back again. No worries, my dear friends. Yes, that was what my elder sis described me~'emotionally unstable'.
Thank God. My elder sis called me at the right time. I was telling her about it as I sobbed. Yeah.. But, I miss her,
badly. And yes, I told her like, "I miss you being at home. Now, whenever I get back home, you're not at your desk and when I'm down, I feel so lonely and have got no one to talk to or pour out to at home."
I miss you my dear sis. I definitely do hope you will give me a surprise~you know what I mean. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:14 pm
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Okie. Im feeling really down.
Alright, not that bad. But Im getting the hang of it all over again.
Cuz there are some recent issues about him and the thing is, I dont want to know the outcome. Don't ask me why or anything about it. I will tell you about it when the time comes.. Im sorry.
I've gotten all the advice I could, from friends all around, including my sister's and her bf.
I guess the best choice for me is to just leave it and treat it as a repeated case.
Mun Yee~yes..I know what you're gonna say..I mean, yez, I know u would think Im being pessimistic about it. But I've been doing a whole lot of thinking, and the only thing that I wanna do, is to carry on with life before. =) Truly.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:24 pm
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Friday, January 20, 2006
Im pretty glad.
At least I know where I should be heading towards right now. =)
Mun Yee & Ru Ting~ Thanks for the hugs! Itz really sweet and warm all over. And most importantly, I truly appreciate your presence. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:36 pm
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
All these while, the situation brought me into suspicion. It was just too good to be true. Like, you just know it. But, it was all too soon.
Was just browsing through a fav. site of mine, and found this quote:"
The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you've never paid attention to before." How true...
Mun Yee & Ting~~Im really fine. Time will find me well. I promise. =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:09 pm
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Have been rather caught up with working on one of my assignments lately. Gosh.
It's getting really boring.
Over dinner, mum was asking if I still intend to further my studies in QLD/VIC. And for
once, there was hesitation in my reply to her question. Okie. In the end, I told her "I don't know yet". All the while, I've been longing to go there, and yet now, there's all these hesitation. Don't know whatz with me. Probably because I haven't been feeling that good recently(or what, I don't know).
Okie, maybe given my current situation, I might want to make an escape out of this place and start life afresh. No, nothing drastic has taken place in my life. Just that, I think sometimes it's good for a change. =)
It's getting tougher each day.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:20 pm
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
2nd post for the day.
Well, he did a really sweet thing and Im truly touched by that. On top of that, it was a heavily rainy evening for him after work.
He dropped by about half an hour ago and wanted to personally pass me the medicine. Told him that I gota change up first. So he was like "dont worry then, what i need you to do is to just open your door and take the medicine in". Yes. Cuz He knew that I didnt see a doctor, therefore I didnt have any medicine.
Oh well.. hmz..alright, gotta confess that this is the first time anyone has ever done such a sweet thing. Moreover, it was pouring earlier on and he actually got himself soaked as soon as he got out of the car. Hmz.
Lotz to think about. Sweet thoughts.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:13 pm
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Alright. Im utterly sick with a darn bad flu and a slight sore throat.
The only thing that cheered me up when I got home was to receive a mail package from my sister.
To my sis:Thanks for the pink Sportsgirl spaghetti top that you got me. I like it alot(especially for the brand), except for the colour, that is. =) Thanks
He called me while he was driving back home. Yes, I know that's sweet, but I was pretty much worried about it. And he jolly well knows that I don't like him to talk to me while he's driving. But he still does it anyway. Whatz up huh. He told me to drink some honey. I was like, "I dont have honey at home". He went, "I get it for you then". I was like "no...nevermind."..
K. Anyway, I gota get some rest now. Cya
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:36 pm
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Yes. We met up last night. He came to pick me up,
late. Yes. I mentioned
LATE. Told him that he pissed me off by making me wait for him, and warned him that it was a minus. But, upon learning that he was held up because of running errands for him mum, I had balanced that minus with a plus. On top of that, he was pretty apologetic. So, it was a balance.
Alright, guys!! I finally found my ever-precious U.R.S white boots!!! yez..the one that I've been eyeing for a while, and after a while, thought it was gone. And I actually found it! You can't imagine how elated I was! Gosh. I was fantasizing about wearing the pair of white bootz with mini denim skirt. alright. I shall really stop all these.
Think Im not gonna be able to sleep tonight despite this blog entry of mine. Oh. I should stop here. =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:01 pm
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
Okie. I'm feeling sooo soo much better than yesterday.
I mean, at least he's not as down as yesterday. So, yes, that lifts me up. Only now do I realise that when you're into someone, you really want them to be happy. The thing is that I've never felt like this for anyone in the past, as in, I had not been this affected in previous situations with anyone.
Anyway, I've been craving so much for a real holiday to take a break. To Australia, of course.
*thinking* about you...
LOTZ
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:29 pm
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
Im getting really, really pissed with my other team member for the pair assignment.
I mean, it'z getting really out of hand. He's got not a single sense of urgency, even through the past few weeks of me asking, and pushing him to work on his part, up till now, he's not even done with a simple question that he's supposed to do.
Supposedly, the deadline is tomorrow, but it has been postponed to Monday morning instead. But I was thinking, it doesn't really make any difference to me at all as I know I would end up working on the whole assignment all alone anyway. So, define '
extended deadline'. I really dont know what that is anymore, or even the word 'deadline'.
The whole assignment is subdivided into use case specz, use case supplements, and 4 other programming tasks. I have done the use case specz, use case supplements, and 2 questions of the programming tasks, which equates to two-thirds of the whole 'pair-work'. The thing is, what has he done?
Guyz, Im really sorry about this post of mine. I mean, given my situation, any normal person would be equally frustrated too. Do advise me if you think there's something that I can do about it..
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:56 pm
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
What does it mean when someone wants to do something in their dream???
TELL me!!! I wanna know. Does it mean that they really wanna do that in their real life too?? ;)
Whatever the case is, I would gladly
oblige.. ;)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:47 pm
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
Im back from my getaway trip. Alright. Not a big deal after all.
Got quite a few things from there.
-A purple hair dye.
-A Zara top
-A pair of ear rings
And lots more.. I cant be naming out all the things at one go. My memory is bad, as all of you know. Pardon me. hee
Oh, he came over to meet me below at the carpark about 30 minutes before I left for my trip..and before my parents, together with my eldest sis and her boyfriend came down. Felt quite nice. *wink**wink*
Alright, I gota get going to unpack my stuffz. =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:13 pm
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