Friday, June 24, 2005
For a reason or two, I cant tag into my board.
I went to CPT yesterday. okie. That place, in case you didn know, its the training center for the Cisco people. It was kinda weird how I was the only female there among the plentiful
guys, k, I meant men. It was just so weird, it was as though I shouldnt be there or something. But who cares, I was there to assist my leader to make sure that the pcs there was installed with the SMS client. SMS is not the typical msg kinda SMS k..Itz a service management thingy. okie. Shall cut the crap, I just meant to say that I had to make sure that the pcs were installed with the latest security patches. End of story. haha
Anyway, I gota get going to the audit and other departments soon to do further patching.
Alright. Cya!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:58 am
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Im feeling so, so bored right now, Im left with nothing to do.
Hmz. Come to think of it, I sholdnt have rush through my work for the past few times. I'd rather be occupied with something to do than with nothing. It kills me.
Hopefully I can find something to keep myself busy with.
Oh well, for now, I guess I would just be researching on the course that I wanna take next year. No, its not far away, time pasts really fast, and I gotta be quick with a decision made.
Cya. =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:51 am
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
Life has been pretty good. Interning based on a 5day week, with retail therapies during the weekends.
The only thing that isnt that good after all is that, well..okie..i dont know if such situations happens to anyone of you, or its just me. The thing here is that, when your life is good, you're doing well and everything right, some people just seem ti try to enter and ruin the goodness of your life. Its always like that. He did it twice, now thrice. Im really wondering what exaclty he wants alright.
Hmz..i really dont know, is it always the case when your life is good, and you're doing well, people from your past seem to re-enter into the picture again?
Think ru ting knows who Im talking about right? well..hmz...itz that same case again, itz soon to be a year man. oh well. I just hope he doesnt msg me again. I hate it. Sometimes such people are just out to ruin yoru life man. N no matter how hard you try avoiding them, you just cant.
For now, I just hope to follow my
HEAD, and not my heart.
okie. I just meant to say that I hope to live my life following what is logically correct and not following my emotions which are ever so destructive to my thoughts and life.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:50 pm
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
Just thought I'd blog cuz I feel good? haha..
A colleague of mine just asked "why do u always seem to be so cheerful?"
I didnt know how to answer her. I replied with a smile, "well, I didnt realise that..hmz..i guess im just always like that." =)
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 3:26 pm
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Hey.
I've been really tired and busy.
this is total crap. I just realised that the NAPFA booking sessions are out. and there are actually no slots on saturdays, which is absolutely ludicrous. How can they expect those on internship to go for the test when all their slots are like on weekdays? Total bullshit. Im soo gonna drop her a mail and see if theres any solution to that. Cuz Im sure I dont feel like taking the test when i get back to school after the internship.
Well..gota get going and have a good rest, as itz my first meeting tomorrow.
cya later~
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:42 pm
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
Yes, Im at home. This is not surprising, as you know(or you might not know), I've changed, as I've mentioned previously, that clubbing is just not my kind of scene. I belong to the category of just chilling out at cafes with people(Im comfortable with~duhz),or just staying at home, reading some magazines and stuffs, but of cuz as for day time, I would belong to the full-time shopaholic category.
Im rather pleased today as I just pampered myself with a purple PRADA pouch. No~If you're thinking I was issued my pay. No, not that reason that made my wanted to make a designer purchase, its just out of stress. Okie. If you think that reason is crap.
Hmz..I dont know, maybe if you call that my stress busting solution, but I feel it is. In addition, I bought my all time favourite addiction of Crabtree & Evelyn hazelnut cookies, and some toiletries. Yes. That's all. No more new clothes for me for now, as I've yet to even wear the new ones that I bought from Australia.
Alright, Im really drained out today. Catch ya later!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 9:57 pm
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Im feeling so stressed up right now, thanks to my supervisor, who had just assigned me(of all the 3 of us) a major on-going project.
This project requires me to chair a meeting with the whole IS department, based on the frequency of twice a week. MAN....I really hope I can handle that.
Itz like earlier on in the afternoon, she just came over to my desk and told me she needs to talk to me, which was rather intimating, as in, I was afraid of whatz to come. okie..so she was like asking me about my interests and stuffs first, or some of you might call that a "casual-get-to-know-u talk". Okie. Whatever.
Then she was like taking out this little notebook, flipped to this page, had my name written on it, under which, was a list of what I have to do with that project. Man. I think this is such a mentally-unprepared situation for me. She went like "I believe you are the outspoken type right?" I had soooo wanted to insist on a NO. But I did not. And I couldnt.
Came back, told my mum and sister about it, so my sis was like "well, at least you have a higher chance to get a good grade and the thing is that she thinks highly of you." oh well.. I wouldnt wanna get the hint out of this anyway.
~~~~STRESSED OUT~~~~
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 8:17 pm
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
It was the start of my Internship at Cisco yesterday.
At the end of the day, I was like really tired. I had even slept at 10.30, which is like so not me, but I think this would be my daily routine for the next 4 months, or even till however I feel like sleeping at such an early timing.
I think the idea of sleeping that early aint that bad, itz the idea of waking up at 6.20 every morning that puts me off. Oh well. I guess I just gota live with it, and for my future.
Oh yeah, I had a chat with my mum on Friday, she has agreed to let me further my studies next year..So Im kinda looking for companions..Anyone intending to? Come to the worst, I jsut gotta really go myself(although that is the main idea)..Hmz...Anyone?
Oh, btw, Im at work now, but you cant say Im skiving, cuz I have the right to surf the net when there is nothing to be done. Alright. Cant exactly say so too, itz just that we are having a two days training, after today, we would be left to work on our own, talking about that, we were told therez a whole load of work waiting to be done~which is total madness.
Whatever.
C you guyz soon. Love ya.
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 11:56 am
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
Had a rather fulfilling day.
Went to meet up with an ex-colleague in Raffles Place. We lunched at Burkes, at Caltex House, btw. Man...I just realised how much I missed those days when I used to temp at AMEX.
We exchanged conversations about our lifestyles, futures, and other issues. Really had a great catch-up time. Headed down to some cafes for drinks as we decided that the food at Burkes wasnt that satisfactory. Had a longer chat.
And before we knew it, her lunch time was up. Well, in case you're wondering how old is she, I'll just tell you anyway, she'z 27 this year, surprisingly, we are able to click(which is good), u get what Im saying.
Headed town for a further shopping spree. I guess Im just someone who loves to really shop alone, exclusively, so that I wouldnt get to hear things like "oh, this doesnt suit you, this is soo not you.." kinda thing.
Okie. I dont mean always the case that I love to shop alone, the exceptionals are when I just feel lazy, but just wanna go on a shopping spree, so I would just get my galz to come along me or something. Which is what I really need. But rest assured I would be there to shop with them, if they ever need. =)
Well, Feeling kinda tired right now... I'll stop here. Enjoy your friday!
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:17 pm
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
I have been really indolent to blog.. My apologies.
Probably because, I've been leading a single, yet carefree, stress-free and happy life. Yes. That definitely excludes negative people around me. When I mention negative people, I basically mean people who bring you down, and everything, you get what Im saying, dont you?
Well..guess life is really nice, I just hope it remains this way.
Had gone to school to meet Ting, cuz I actually thought of getting down to the X:odus shop in Holland V. But decided not to in the end. Headed straight down to town, lunched and shopped for working clothes. Failed to catch Madagascar with Yong Chiang, Jaciel, n Ros. Hmz..
Jaciel, Yong Chiang, Ros~Really sorry..Know you were really angry.
Oh yeah.. went for the pre-ITP briefing in school yesterday. ITP, is Internship Programme, in case anyone asks. Im posted to CISCO for my intern, which Im still thinking whether itz a good or a crap thing.
Well, I think I shall take it as a good thing, having to know 2 persons, of whom I fail to like are gonna be working in some terrible environment. haha! One is working in some terrible buildings, and one is working in some unknown companies, of which HE, is still surprisingly so proud of.. Itz like excuse me?
haha..alright. I shall not be mean or bitchy.
Well, to those of you who arent in the same stage as me, we had gotta meet up, at the very least, once a week? But I think that's a little rare though..Hmz..What do you think? If you guys can think of a day it would be good. My hours are like 8.30 to 6 on Mondayz-Thursdayz, and 8.30 to 5.30 on Fridayz... yup.. if one of you could think of which day where all of us could accomodate each other, it would be good.
For now, I gotta get some sleep.. =)
Just to add as a reminder:
Life is too short for unhappy moments, if you are experiencing negative emotions, just set aside at MOST 10 seconds for the emotions, and be happy with life! =) I just got that figured out. This aint the usual quote where I extracted from some websites..
Yvonne
Bitched Out @ 10:11 pm
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